Headlights - Eminem&Nate Ruess

Mom, I know I let you down

妈妈 我知道我让你满是心伤

And though you say the days are happy

尽管你说岁月随着幸福而流淌

Why is the power off, and I'm fucked up

那又为何让它们远去，让我变成如今？

And mom, I know he's not around

妈妈 我知道他不在我们身旁

But don't you place the blame on me

但别迁怒于我

As you pour yourself another drink

请心平气和

I guess we are who we are

我想我们知道彼此的意义

Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on

在黑夜中总有展明灯鼓励我

Maybe we took this too far

也许我们都做得太过分了

I went in headfirst

是我行事鲁莽

Never thinking about who

从未考虑过

what I said hurt, in what verse

那个人会受伤 某些歌词在哪一句押韵的冷嘲热讽里让人受伤

My mom probably got it the worst

或许让妈妈承受了最痛苦的重创，

The brunt of it, but as stubborn as we are

她成了我抨击的主要对象 然而 你我皆是固执之人

Did I take it too far

是我做得太过分了吗？

Cleaning out my closet and all them other songs

“Cleaning Out My Closet” 还有诸如此类的歌曲

But regardless I don't hate you cause ma

但是无论如何 我不恨你了 因为妈妈

You're still beautiful to me, cause you're my mom

在我心中你依然美丽 因为你是我的妈妈

Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam

我的家是不是离你十万八千里 所以你不联系我

Desert Storm and both of us put together can

我们两个人在一起产生的破坏力

form an atomic bomb equivalent to Chemical warfare

如同原子弹一样 像是一场化学战

And forever we can drag this on and on

你我永远对峙煎熬

But, agree to disagree

接受分歧好吗

That gift from me up under the Christmas tree

圣诞树下那份给我的礼物

don't mean shit to me

对我来说一文不值

You're kicking me out It's 15 degrees

你不是把我赶出去了吗？那天只有15华氏度

and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave)

恰是圣诞节前夜（小刺头滚吧）

Ma, let me grab my fucking coat

妈 至少让我拿上该死的外套

anything to have each other's goats

用尽一切方式去激怒对方

Why we always at each others throats

为何我们总是喋喋不休

Especially when dad, he fucked us both

尤其是 爸爸把我们两个人都抛弃了

We're in the same fucking boat

我们他妈的同命相连

you'd think that it'd make us close (nope)

你觉得这会让我们更加亲密（不）

Further away that drove us

我们渐行渐远

but together headlights shine

但却在新闻头条里共同闪耀

a car full of belongings

我甚至住进了车里

Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's

依然记得重返外婆家的路

house it's straight up the road

正是前方

And I was the man of the house, the oldest

当时我是家中最年长的男人

so my shoulders carried the weight of the load

因此家庭重任负于我肩上

Then Nate got taken away

真正的走了

by the state at 8 years old, and

Nate八岁时

That's when I realized you were sick

也就是那时我意识到你精神有问题

and it wasn't fixable or changable

而且这病无法治好 无从改变

And to this day we remained estranged

直到今日 我们依然形同陌路

and I hate it though, but

我讨厌这样 可是

I guess we are who we are

我想 我们到底是谁

Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on

在黑夜中总有展明灯鼓励我

Maybe we took this too far

也许我们都做得太过分了

Cause to this day we remain estranged

直到今日 我们依然形同陌路

and I hate it though

我讨厌这样

Cause you ain't even get to witness your

因为你都未曾

grand baby's growth

看着孙女成长

But I'm sorry mama for Cleaning Out

但是 妈妈对不起 我写了“Cleaning Out

My Closet, at the time I was angry

My Closet”这首歌 实话实说

Rightfully maybe so, never meant

那个时候或许我真的是过于愤怒

that far to take it though, cause

尽管我从未想过要让一切发展到这种地步 因为

Now I know it's not your fault

我已是明白 那不是你的错

and I'm not making jokes

我并没有开玩笑

That song I no longer play at shows

我永远不会现场演唱那首歌了

and I cringe every time it's on the radio

每次我在电台听到都会怕的发抖

And I think of Nathan being placed in a home

回想起Nathan被送进孤儿院的经历

And all the medicine you fed us

以及那些你给我们的药片

And how I just wanted you to taste your own, but

我希望你只给自己服用 不过

Now the medications taken over

如今 你吃的药变了

and your mental states deteriorating slow

你的精神状态慢慢恶化 反应迟缓 而

And I'm way too old to cry

我这个年龄的人已经不再会哭泣

that shit's painful though

这一切让人隐隐作痛

But ma, I forgive you, so does Nathan yo

可是妈妈 我和Nathan都原谅你了

All you did, all you said,

你做的事情 说过的话（都过去了）

you did your best to raise us both

你已是用尽全力来养育我们

Foster care, that cross you bare

寄养我们 是你背负的十字架

few may be as heavy as yours

这份良心谴责之重 少有人经历过

But I love you Debbie Mathers

但是 我爱你 Debbie Mathers

oh what a tangled web we have, cause

噢 我们之间的关系真是太过于复杂

One thing I never asked was

有件事情我从未开口过问

where the fuck my deadbeat dad was

我那该死的爸爸去哪了

Fuck it I guess he had trouble

去他妈的！也许他确实

keeping up with every address

难找到我们的每个新地址

But I'd have flipped every mattress

但是我会掀开每一张床垫

every rock and desert cactus

每一块石头 每一个沙漠中的仙人掌

Own a collection of maps and

收集许多地图

followed my kids to the edge of the atlas

只为追寻我的孩子 直到世界的尽头

Someone ever moved them from me

若是有人将我的孩子从我身边抢走

That you could bet your ass's

你可以打赌试试

If I had to come down the

看看我会不会扮成圣诞老人

chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them

从烟囱中爬下 去把他们夺回

And although one has met their grandma

尽管孩子只见过一次她们的祖母

Once you pulled up in our drive one night

有天晚上我们开车在路上相遇 你停了下来

as we were leaving to get some handburgers

那时我们外出去买些汉堡

Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, hugged you

我，女儿还有Nate 我们向孩子介绍你 与你拥抱

And as you left I had this overwhelming

你离开之后

sadness come over me

悲伤淹没了我的内心

As we pulled off to go our separate paths, and

当我们开往不同的方向是 那种感觉涌上了心头

I saw your headlights as I looked back

我回首远望 看到了你的车前灯

And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to

心中乱作一团 我没有抓住机会

thank you for being my Mom and my Dad

感谢你承担了父母双方的责任

So Mom, please accept this as a tribute

所以 妈妈 请把这首我在飞机上

I wrote this on the jet

写的歌当作一分礼物

I guess I had to get this off my chest

我想我必须将这些说出口

I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead

希望在我死之前能把一切写出来

The stewardess said to fasten my seatbelt

空乘提醒我系紧安全带 了

I guess we're crashing

我想飞机可能要失事

So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you this message

若我不是在做梦 希望你能了解我心中的念想

that I'll always love you from afar

我会一直在远方爱着你

Cause you're my mama...

因为你是我妈妈

I guess we are who we are

我想 我们无法改变

Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on

在黑夜中总有展明灯鼓励我

Maybe we took this too far

也许我们都做得太过分了

I want a new life

我想要一种新的生活

One without a cause

不需要任何理由

So I'm coming home tonight

所以我今夜都要回家，

Well no matter what the cost

嗯，不论任何代价

And if the plane goes down

如果这架飞机坠毁了，

And if the crew can't wake me up

医护人员没能将我救醒

Just know that I was alright

只要记住我很好，

And I was not afraid to die

我并不畏惧死亡

Even if there's songs to sing

即使还有歌没唱完，

My children will carry me

我的孩子们也会将我送去墓园

Just know that I'm alright

你只要记住我很好，

I was not afraid to die

我并不畏惧死亡

Because I put my faith in my new girl

我已经把自己的信念灌注在女儿们的身上，

So I never say goodbye cruel world

所以我永远都不会对这个残酷的世界说再见

Just know that I'm alright

只要记住我很好，

I am not afraid to die

我并不畏惧死亡

I guess we are who we are

我想 我们就是我们自己

Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on

在黑夜中总有展明灯鼓励我

Maybe we took this too far

但我们却深藏于心不肯坦白

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